never sleep well, never sleep enough. tired. haiz.. but it's nothing. =)

i suppose a guy would want two kinds of women in his life. one- a virtuous type , two- a fun type. the fun gal may be the one he spends most of his time with, but when down, he'll be wishing for the virtuous one. and i guess that is why some marriages go on, cause the woman who is waiting at home knows that her man will be back one day, even though he comes back only when he needs her.. and i guess this is why virtuous women will somehow always have a grasp over a man's heart. hard to find a woman who is both types rolled into one,so i guess the next best alternative is to have two women?

what kind of man does a woman want then? i dont know.. i mean, i cant speak for every gal out there.. and i think i cant really define the guy i want.. perhaps when i meet the person whose faults doesnt matter to me, then he's the right one. haha

i got the feeling that my dad doesnt like any guy near me. not now at least. ahaha. when i reach 25 without a boyfriend then it'll be the opposite. he'll be nagging for me to find a guy. hahaha

i think if i want his approval to get married someday, the guy must 1. love me ALOT 2. good character 3. be able to make me happy 4. hold a stable job 5. et cetera ( as he deems fit) hahaha